*Tired

Well, It's been a long week..I am finally working the last of my days before I have 2 days off..I worked Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday was off Thursday then worked Friday, Saturday and Sunday...And I am exhausted..

We only have one puppy left. I feel sorry for that baby girl...she seems so lonely cause all Momma and Daddy do is play..or Momma thinks its playing but Daddy is really trying to "get some" off of her..and god knows we don't need that right now..I mean ya it was fun to raise all them babies but it was also hell cleaning up after all of those...Atleast most of the people that got a dog I can see grow up...

Well I know it's been awhile since I had my ablation but I had it and it didn't work.. :( So he changed my medication and put me on Lexapro which is an anti-depressant..I'm not depressed by any means..I have a great husband, family and friends..it's just to help with anxiety which usually triggers me to have symptoms...so we will see if it works..

Speaking of Friends I miss hanging out with all of them...but I have my Best Friend by my side at all times though...I Love him so much..I still want to pinch my self every day because it doesn't seem true that we are back together...but guess what WE ARE!..
K well anyways...I guess I'm gone for now..I will try to post more later..
I know I don't post enough..wish I could remember like Carmen does..anyways..later

My Babies

Well. November 9th my female Lab gave birth to Eight beautiful puppies..although one was suffocated, at least we believe that is what happened to it..I found it passed away laying underneath Momma...poor thing..but she went out in style..I buried her in my parents back yard in my Victoria Secret bag...Daddy made me put the first pile of dirt on her..it was hard, but had to be done..So then their was Seven. Which ironically enough that is my husband and mine's "number"..just weird...they are such pretty dogs and can't wait to see them grow up. I had grown quit attached to this one, and named her Pooh Bear..she had the prettiest coloring on her..but the oddest thing is that she had a scar/sore on the top of her forehead and on each side of her face..ever since she was born it had been there and still is..just weird..anyways she was my favorite one..I must admit taking care of 7 babies for 5 and a half weeks is quit a chore..of course the kids loved it cause they weren't the ones that had to take care of them all the time..I thought they were so adorable..So anyways we have 4 of them given away...2 of them are gone as of yesterday..A boy which will be named "Logan" and my pooh bear...I woke up like I do everyday and go see the babies..I went in there and SHE WAS GONE!...the sister of the girl that came to pick up Logan wanted one but she didn't know which one she wanted..and she picked her..I knew she wouldn't last long, that someone would think she was just as cute as I did...I just hate that she lives so far out of town that I wont be able to watch her "grow-up"...IDK. Maybe I can try to keep in contact with her over the computer..Needless to say I cried..my poor husband I yelled at him and was like "WHERE IS POOH BEAR!" I was devastated..but I will get over it I guess..It's just watching them grow up and all of a sudden she's gone...and who knows when I will see her again. I just wish the best lives for all my babies..I will miss them all when they are gone...Well this is my first blog..so I will try to write more later...Take Care and thanks for reading...